Hi. Remember me? Yeah, it has been awhile.
I have missed throwing my thoughts out to the interwebs. But really life just got away from me. I haven’t had time to be introspective enough to even to write whiny, thought provoking, muses about my life. I’ve been in the thick of it. Having a second kid laid me out.
Those people that say “A second isn’t much more work than the first” yeah… Those people are FULL of shit. F-U-L-L. Two under the age of 4 is like a barely controlled chaos. Maybe it isn’t even controlled.
And why? Why lord? Did I think I should go back to school at the same time. Who has a baby and takes 15 credit hrs in the same semester. Did I want to be a martyr? Maybe it would be different if I wasn’t obsessive about work, but I couldn’t stand to make less than an A.
Let’s throw on quitting my main job to be a workstudy, picking up part-time work from home, and basically being insane. Blogging took a back seat to living, and I hate to say it but, that seems just fine. Because, living is where it is really at.
Now I have finished school, I am in the process of trying to transition to an IT career, and the kids are a bit older. It seems like”actual time” has re-entered my life. I almost feel listless without my every second filled. Though just having time to watch McClain & Conlan play together, reading three books, and watching lots of Netflix and borrowed DVD’s the last couple of weeks have made those empty minutes quite full.
So, here is to yet another new beginning. Another fresh start. and finding that time to just stop and be in life.